Updated with new photos that I took some time ago, and edit them, by enhancing their colors and with a few tints of color and stuff.
How is it?

Boring day today. However I can't wait for tomorrow. Going to Huiyan's cell group. Can't wait to meet Elle! We can spazz about YUI together! <3 Jassie is being her moody and emo self again. I hope she really get rid of her low self esteem and see the world in a different perspective.. that would be great... Next week is the N levels. After that is FREEDOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!

And should I go to the airport to "welcome"(this is a nicer term to say rather than stalk LOL) SHINee? Somehow I wanna be hyped up with Peiyi and Huiyan and scream or clap (Oh that memory, I remembered I clapped instead of screaming when I saw them boarding the bus at the airport) for although I'm not really a hardcore fan.

Plus it's really exciting to see idols coming out of the arrival gate and then you hear a bunch of fans screaming, "AHHHHHHH!" And then all of them chases the idols and I would try to take a bunch of pictures and increase my traffic on my youtube account.

The same usual process.. But I heard (i dont know whether it's true) that SHINee is coming for a day, and then going right back to Korea after the concert.



I'm interested in photography these days. Although I'm still amateur, producing these low quality work...
When will I be in a relationship, ne? As I walk down the street, I see couples holding hands and foooling around. Envious! I guess its not the right time yet..

AND I'M NOT DESPERATE, MIND YOU.

Rushed...
Urgent...

Last night I felt like a thousand formulas is in my mind and I can't sleep. Too stressed to sleep.
Somehow... Luckily Ryan was there chatting with me to sleep before I really could be insane.

Argh, they should stop with these examinations already..

One of my guitars, edited in Adobe Lightroom. :D
I finally understood in Geog! About rivers and stuff. Thanks ms lee for slowly coaching me even though I kept repeating the same questions over and over again.
Maybe I understood a lil in POA too.
I have tons of things to yell out.

YUI'S NEW SINGLE [RAIN]

RELEASE ON 24TH NOV.

ONE MORE DAY TO

FLUMPOOL'S SINGLE, KIMI

NI TODOKE.

You have no idea how excited I am. I can't wait for YUI's new single! All of her singles have been so far, great and meaningful. I can't wait for the next single!
I wonder how does it sound like, and what does it mean...
So far I have a radio-ripped version of the song, but it isn't clear. :( The melody so far is great!

1 moar week to N levels. I can't wait for the exams to end, and I shall have a slack life ahead.
And I heard that Kpop night is coming. 23 oct?
Probably Huiyan, Elle, Peiyi might be all hyped up and excited about it, since SHINee are attending it too. Can't wait to see Peiyi and Huiyan scream........................THAT'S WHEN THOU SHALT LAUGH HAHAHAHA.

And next year is Super Junior's concert. I can't wait for the photos that ms lee is going to help me take!!

Ok 'nuff about fangirling




I'm so disappointed that I can't attend THE GAZETTE'S NAMELESS LIBERTY SIX BULLETS FINALE... 26 December at TOKYO DOME!!
AND ITS THE FINALE OMG. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

I wanted to attend one of gazette's concert in my lifetime.. I guess.. I have to wait, ne?

I made this Kai sig/tag a few days back. I have a feeling its kinda weird... but overall..

LOL LOL LOL. had a massive spamming messaging with cheryl just now.
and its really.......................................................cough.

its too obscene too be revealed. LOL. wtf cheryl!
i saw 11:11 today! and i dont know its just today or what, but i fangirl over reita until im real hyper.
You can't deny how hot reita is~~~~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

and I keep staring at Ruki's picture.


I love this style of Ruki's! Its my favourite out of all. And Filth in the Beauty is still the best~
Come to think of it... Flumpool's Kimi ni Todoke is released on wednesday...
scratch that, its supposed to be released one 29 sep. :(


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im so sorry my dear readers (if i even have any), i had to update this post with moar reita's pictures.
I HAVE A THING FOR BASSIST I SWEAR. LOLOLOL.

im hot over heels for
Saga(Bassist) from Alice nine~
And Reita from Gazette~~~~


WHAT THE HELL AM I SAYING.
oh right! i love the guitar solo and bass! you have to listen to this:



An Unbearable Fact - the GazettE

ah, listening to flumpool and YUI songs really makes me feel happy.
the lyrics are really meaningful..

The best was YUI's song, I'll Be lyrics. She really motivated me when I dropped out of school... which I didn't talk to my peers... and stayed in my room, for the whole day, staring out into space and feeling dazed. I don't know what overcame me.

Luckily, my friend introduced me, I'll Be - YUI. He was a fanatic of her. I remembered how absurd I found him in the first place as it was my first time seeing a fanboy.
As I listened to the song, and I began looking up the lyrics and the meaning of the song.
I started to get more motivation after knowing the lyrics of the song...
I don't know how to describe, but I felt a sense of emotion, knowing that I can do it again.
I can start over again, not matter how many times I fall.

Dewa, I'll Be - YUI lyrics -

I’ll be thinking
About you
You’ve decided on your journey right
Together You have my support no matter when

If there ever comes a time when you feel like giving up
Don’t simply coop up in your room

Walk on the streets
Oh Baby Try to find that feeling
Which you felt on this day

Try over and over again “Play You”
Because there ain’t any other choice

I’ll be You just have to
Paint it into your own color
Though there will definitely be uncertainties
Together You have my support no matter when

If there ever comes a time when you feel like you’re losing to loneliness
Listen to the songs that you love

Even if you are
Lost in the crowd
You’ll be able to find it Oh Baby Try

Because a smile will “Play You”
Become your strength

I’ll be thinking
About you
You’ve decided on your journey right
Together You have my support no matter when

The time when you find yourself slowly
Beginning to love someone
The courage to protect that someone
Will grow in you

I’ll be Each time you look back
On those little disappointments definitely
You’ll be able to feel the gentleness
It seems life is not something to be thrown away

I’ll be You just have to
Paint it into your own colour
Though there will definitely be uncertainties
Together You have my support no matter when

I still remember where I'll be was my first YUI song that I listened to!
And I got hooked to it, then I began to slowly support YUI songs after that.


YUI BANZAI!
I hope that I can be like her, composing her own songs and playing the guitar...
Supporting others through her lyrics and the cheerful melody..
And even though I know the decision I made has made me turn away from my original path, but taking the long and difficult path.. I didn't regret it once.
If I didn't choose this path,

I wouldn't have met Cheryl.
I wouldn't have met Bernice,
I wouldn't have found out who my real friends were.
I wouldn't have looked at the world differently from the last time.
I wouldn't have become more independent.
I wouldn't have experienced things that normal school pupils wouldn't have experienced.
I wouldn't have become more closer to my parents, especially my dad.

Sometimes, i always dream that after i get married, having children, i would tell them my life story and what i've experienced. HAHAHAHA. Ok coughs.
I kept looking for a shortcut way to complete my education, and I thought it would be easy and I would get into any school I want, and things would be like what I've imagined.
but after what i experienced, I felt like this sentence slapped me hard:

Life doesn't go your way, life is unfair.

oh god graduation day today.
Took some photos of the graduation night that i had. well, the decorating process. didn't really took pictures during it, though...
my parents came. cheryl's mom came. didn't really socialize around as I'm not much of the socializing type..
and how unlucky, i got chosen for the charade game. mr goh's action for 'Harry Potter' is seriously....

"hairy" *pinches arms*
"pot" *create a circle shape*

that is suppose to show "harry potter"....
anyways luckily the person manage to guess it correctly.




Dear bernice trying to pose for the camera, again.
WHILE DECORATING THE CLUBHOUSE!
we went home after it finished giving out the awards, as we had nothing much to do there...

i swear i'll never attend parties again.
i hate socializing.

i realized, MY IPHONE CAMERA IS SO BLOODY CLEAR OH MY GOD.

You have no idea how much times I tried to touch on the new post button to
Post this. My hand is kinda sweaty from holding it a long period of time...

As I thought back to the past... Ever since I started listening to YUI, I got motivated to Learn the guitar... As I'm practicing along with my Newly bought guitar, I'm slowly starting to find my own type of playing style.. :D

These days, I kept worrying about my upcoming N levels.. Especially on the topics about geography and poa.. I know nothing about them and I seriously gotta catch up on it soon! Instead I got hooked up to the guitar and fanfic instead. -.-

I began to think through about my past memories... Whether how much I've changed and how much I have grown..

Sad to say, I'm back to the fangirl season, AGAIN. Oh dear how?! Gazette~ I cant wait for their RED single!!

Heheheehe

got a new hairstyle today... kinda not used to it but it seems more better for me.

haha its been ages since i ate the bibimbap at wisma! it was great, except for the humongous amount of chili that they added into the rice.

we had a major phototaking today...
after eating, we went to far east plaza and walked around. found one salon, which is not bad. went there to try, since they offered 30% discount for first timers.

i requested them to cut an hairstyle that volumize my hair, and they did great! but it needs a little time to adjust though. for sure im going back there again.

they gave me tips on how to style my hair and how to take care. great service!
those who are interested in the salon, can go visit Formula Salon at Far east plaza.

from....


to this:



ok i seem like a tomboy but... i feel more carefree. haha!
somehow like, the previous hairstyle im always thinking about when am i going to have a relationship. I realised, that isn't important anymore.

what is important that i am happy with my current lifestyle and friends...
hehehehehehehehehehehe. im glad that bernice, cheryl and jassie thinks that this hairstyle is better than the last one!

I got addicted to the iPhone photography app, suddenly found my Converse shoesbox and sneakers interesting and decided to take a shot of it. LOLOLOL.

But you can't deny how wonderful the effects are! It turned out great!

I bought new shoes! I was testing out the camera and took pictures of my shoes~ Replaced the shoelaces with brown. :)



Hoho. Im going to get a guitar on Sunday!
Im going to get G440C definitely!


I accidentally dropped my old guitar and a piece of wood fell out. :( Sigh..

こんばんわ！

今日はね、　英語テストはあります。　ショクですよ！　
英語テストは本とに簡単ですよね～
うれしな～　私はパパもママの笑うははじめて見えます。
今週日曜日はパパは私のためにギターは買っている。うれし！　

さってとー
アヂエウ～

So much visits to my house today.
I realized that I am a person which prefers some peace and quiet rather than merry and noisy atmosphere. I can't seem to click.

I enjoyed more with bernice's presence rather than jassie and group...
maybe its just that.