i realised i've been the one chasing, chasing, chasing after people, and the only one feeling disappointment.
maybe i should just chill, take it easy and start adapting to the independent life, where there's always me, i and myself involved.

sorry but im just sick and tired of going after friends anymore.


if they are people that truly cherishes you, they would go to you in the first place, why chase?

"shentel, if people doesn't want to respond to you, don't care them, if dont want then dont want lor! they are missing out a good friend, there is always other people out there, why only stay at one? friends come and goes, it repeats and repeats the same process again. why so emotional lehhhhhh?"

Peepos! Shentel here has decided to lose weight seriously!
I realized I've gained like tons of kilos ever sknce I dropped out of government school. It's time for me to lose the extra fats!

I hoped the fats had went into my chest though. *coughs* never mind.


This is my declaration!!

Honey, I may not eat you for awhile. Please wait longer for me to lose weight to be able to consume how many times as I want. So please wait for me. I will be back in a few Months!

I shall stay away from fried food and fast food, any carbo of that matter! Water eater all the way.....

It's been ages since I last posted. Many things happen, and I learnt from it.
I want to tell this good news first. I got a new iPhone 4! It's great, although I can't jailbreak, YET. I will wait for the new jailbreak.
As I'm typing this now, my mom is singing the weird hokkien song, and my brothers friend is hogging up my computer and laptop. Argh.

I watched liar game and it was great! This week was the prelins week, and the day before was Mock exams period. Cheryl declared her own holidays, but I understand that she's having the low motivation disorder.

This week she came back and it feels good to talk to her again! I guess a break is good for relationships or friendships. It refreshes the whole thing. Ok enuff of my blabbers.

These few days I keep thinking of things that I've done, and about myself and my actions.
Have I done the correct thing? Did I so something wrong?
Should I change myself?
Am I such a bad friend?

I kept thinking thoughts like that. Luckily, Cheryl SMS-Ed me in time and she gave me a pretty good advice, as she has been through it before. I don't know what to do without her if she didn't SMS me that time.

Sometimes, you may think that the number of friends is important, but did it ever cross your mind that any of them is willing to go through thick and thin with you? Friends are people that celebrates with you, have fun with you, go through he'll with you, and they are the epeople that you can trust.

I've always thought the more friends, the better.
But now, I thought otherwise.

Number of friends is not important, but the quality of friends is. What's the use of having many friends that will leave you sooner or later?

Finding friends like these is hard. It takes time and effort to find them. See them by their personality, not looks.

Time to get a new tuner.
Wednesday~ I can't wait~