29 November 2009.

I'm not going to forget this day ever.
Thanks for saying those words to me, I've always thought
that I'm non-existent, unloved and unappreciated...

People like you are really hard to find.
Thanks for being there. :)

Wasted.
*beep* my pride and shyness man. TOOT!

I. AM. SICK.

Yet again.



Edit.
Had a disastrous chalet yesterday. Bathed and packed for the chalet in a hurry last afternoon, and then dad drove me to Pasir Ris to meet my relatives.
Slacked for the whole afternoon in the chalet room, waiting for my cousins to arrive.
Bored as hell.
Went to Sakura for dinner. Oh gosh, saw many shuai ges there. (H)

Went back to chalet. Originally I was supposed to stay until Monday, but I fell sick and cabbed home. Suppose to celebrate cousins' birthday tonight and BBQ.

I WANT CAKE!

Woot!
I'm going to watch Gokusen The Movie with Samantha on Monday right after school.
FINALLY I'M MEETING MY HUSBAND. *cough*inthemovie*cough*

かめなし かずや~~~

Had a great day in school today.
The teachers took a great deal of hard-work and time to put up the activity. I really appreciate although I chose the wrong way to walk through.

Went home straight after school and napped all the way.
CAN'T WAIT FOR MONDAY, Samantha is treating me to watch a movie!
*Evil laugh*

Tomorrow chalet, celebrating my cousin's birthday.
But I haven't get his present ready yet. (My mom insists that we don't have to buy him one)
Intended to buy one nice wallet from The Wallet Shop for him as a gift to say its from my whole FAMILY (But mom, you didn't give me the green to buy it :D)

I hope there's internet there.

Annoyed today.

And I found a really (Y) piano cover of GUREN (紅蓮) by the GazettE!



its darn amazing.

Had a usual day at school today.
Had both English and Maths test. Lost hope in Math. I had tons of really silly careless mistakes.
Anyways, after school went to Tiong Baru Plaza to meet Cheryl's counselor.

My computer just hanged after typing this halfway

Had a little personality test and the results is really true.

I'm rather the supportive type instead of the inspiring type. I always keep quiet and keep my opinions to myself.

And the horrible thing is I work best under stress.
T_T Does it mean that my parents have to stress me out in order for me to get good marks? :o
The bad side of me is that I always tend to run away when problems persists, and keeping my opinions to myself.

Even Cheryl and Wencong agreed too. ): After her counselor left, we joked around and I left to meet Jassie, Huiyan and Peiyi.

GONE.
YUI's guitar pick keychain gone. ):

IT'S DARN EMBARRASSING TODAY.
Really suey at Bugis. =_=

I really need to concentrate on whatever I'm doing.

I WANT THIS YUI GUITAR PICK!

http://page5.auctions.yahoo.co.jp/jp/auction/e97717243

But oh lord they don't accept any local bank transfers here. Sigh.

13 Nov:

Brother's birthday. Went for movie with Cheryl and Wencong. Watched 2012. I love the movie. After that slacked around at Plaza Sing, then went to meet Hui Yan, Jassie and Pei Yi for the BBQ.

Met Hui Yan at Dhoby Ghaut station and I swear Hui Yan has to stop asking people to listen to the indian song. She keep singing, no - chanting, "Oh Mangala mangala mangala boom!" Sent her some korean songs, and then waited for jassie and pei yi to arrive.

After those slowpokes have arrived, we went to Lorong Chuan for Hui Yan's cell group BBQ. Had a short games session and then worshiping session. Then lastly, for the BBQ.

Met some really cool people in her cg. Really interesting. Maybe I'll attend her cg next week.

Went home at midnight.

I think I'm getting sick. I suddenly lost my appetite these days, and eating lesser since Friday, and no matter how much I slept, it isn't enough.
My mood went down too, and my paranoid thoughts are coming out again.
What has happened to me?!

Felt better after listening to YUI's Laugh away and I'll Be.

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Laugh Away - YUI lyrics

Miagetara hikoukigumo ashita e to kieta
Boku wa soredemo zutto jitensha wo kogitsuzuketa

[As I looked up, the streak of clouds (left behind in the trail of planes) disappeared to tomorrow
Even then, I continued to paddle on my bicycle]

Noborisaka kake agaru ano sora no mukou
Itsuka oikoseru you na sonna ki ga shiteiru kara

[Yeah, climbing up the upslope, to the sky on the other side
Because I felt I could overcome that some day]

Haguresou na get away get away
Jounetsu wo get away get away
Nogasanai you ni te wo nobashite

[As if losing my way, get away get away
Don't lose your passion
(Get away Get away)
Stretch out your arms]

Chippoke na koto ni nayanjatte
Tonikaku kimi ni aitakunatta yeah

[Worrying about the trivial things
Suddenly I felt like seeing you]

Umaretate no haru no nioi ni
Sakihokoru sakura no hanabira
Itsudatte makenai you ni nee

[The smell of fresh spring
The petals of the blossoming sakura
I will never lose to it.]

Sou waratte sotto waratte laugh away
Sou waratte itsumo waratte

[Yes laugh, laugh away
Yes laugh, keep laughing]

Oka no ue iki wo kirashi machi wo mioroshita
Tabun kimi no uchi no yane kurai wa mieru hazu

[On top of the hill, I took a deep breath and looked down
I probably could only see the roof of your house]

Mado no sotto umi ga sugu da yo nante hanashiteta
Dakara ano basho watari onaji ma kanjiteiru

[And you said the sea is just outside the windows
At that place, I could feel the same presence]

Afuresou na get away get away
Jounetsu wo get away get away
Kobosanai you ni te wo nobashite

[The overflowing (Get away Get away)
Don't spill your (overflowing) passion (Get away Get away)
Stretch out your arms]

Chippoke na koto ni nayanjatte
Tonikaku kimi ni aitakunatta yeah

[Worrying about the trivial things
Suddenly, I felt like seeing you]

Me no mae ni hirogaru keshiki wo
Wasuretewa ikenai ki ga shita
Itsudatte makenai you ni

[The scenery right in front of my eyes
I felt I mustn't forget it.
I will never lose to it.]

Never mind never mind ochikondara
Yeah yeah koko ni kite kaze ni fukaretai

[When I feel depressed and down, yeah yeah
I want to come here, and be blown by the wind]

Chiisa na egao ga mitai kara
Boku datte tsuyoku nareru no sa yeah

[I want to see your little smile
I, too, can become stronger]

Umaretate no haru no nioi ni
Sakihokoru sakura no hanabira
Itsudatte makenai you ni nee

[The smell of the fresh Spring
The petals of the blossoming sakura
I will never lose to it]

Sou waratte itsumo waratte

[Yes, laugh. Keep laughing away.]

Wtf there's this unknown number who kept calling my handphone and hanged up after a missed call.
God, and he/she sms me to go down to beach rd.

Super tired these days. Super disappointed in my science test. I studied very hard for it and only to find that I got a 63 percent. Sigh. Quite good already.

AND GAZETTE. OMG. HOT. LOL.
RUKI~



and lastly YUI. I really like her songs.


YUI - again

ホゼマヌエル | MySpace Video

I'm really darn worried now.
Tearies got into a car accident and currently unconscious.
He called me just now and all I hear is the hospital beep beep sound.

I don't know what to do.
Help.

He's fine already, thank God.
IT'S MY TEST TOMORROW. OH DEAR LORD HELP ME ABSORB ALL
THOSE SCIENTIFIC EQUATIONS

New blogskin. The previous one seems so girly after staring at it for 5 minutes just now.
Read up about some horror and paranormal reports in SGClub just now and I'm really spooked out now.
I don't even dare to go to the toilet myself. :S

To make it worst, my brother has this tendency to surprise me whenever I'm engrossed on something. Like, BOO.

And I someone still hasn't return their debt after coming me for money last month. I might increase the interest, mind you. :D

I decided to show one of my photoshop works every blog entry.
So here's one now:


I feel so disappointed after knowing that DBSK may split up after this whole court issue. They're really a talented band. No other bands can even compare to them. What's gonna happen after that split? Only left Yunho and Changmin?

Went out with Cheryl, Jasmine and Hui Jing today.
Originally I planned to go out with Cheryl only, but in the end Hui Jing tagged along too. :D
Stayed back for math remedial with the class, then rushed to Bugis to meet Cheryl and Hui Jing. They're really alike in character. LOL.

Went to Mos Burger to eat my lunch, then Jasmine joined us. Went to Muji to buy my pens, then went to Everlast to buy my super hot red shoe. LOL. 49.90. Money fly away.

Went to Kinokuniya and slacked there. After that went to the stationary shop to buy my pen again. LOL. After that went to cold storage and bought my water, then went home.

I think this trip is wasted again. Not many shuai ge at Bugis today.
BUT LOTS OF SUPER SUPER SUPER SHUAI JAPANESE GUYS CAN.

*DROOL*

Hello!
Sorry for the not posting regularly. Went out to Vivo today with my family.
Went to fool around with handphones at the Samsung Shop, then went to Hans to have dinner.
Took us around 1 hour to find one suitable restaurant to eat. =_=

Nothing much happened these days.
Except Cassandra left...
Sigh, really missed her and her hilarious jokes. I hope she will come back next year.
Everyone misses her. ):