A quick blog update before I go to genting later. :D
Went out with Cindy, Jia Yi and Ka Lin to China Town today.
We ate a seriously big big dim sum buffet meal.

Ka Lin and me reached to China town first, and we waited there for Cindy.
Cindy and Jiayi took a long time, so we went into the restaurant first.
We ordered very little food.
But until Cindy came in, oh dear. She ordered TONS of food, that she couldn't eat them all.

Jia Yi and Cindy is really darn hilarious jokers. Especially Jia Yi.
Cam whored with them today, (they are a bunch of cam-whore addicts).
Due to the time limit I cant upload the pictures today.
Maybe after my trip to genting, which I'll arrive to singapore on tuesday.

Going out with them isn't bad as I thought. No problematic issues. They're really open-minded!

Went to lan again to play L4D with Cheryl again. LOL. We managed to complete the whole campaign in just less than 1 hour. Around 50 minutes in fact.
I'm going to try other maps again next week~

School today was funny.
We were asking Mr Chin about his wife, him and why he doesn't like biology. He then said,

"I don't teach biology to my wife, I DO it.

Epic form teacher I have right! LOL. The whole class were like laughing really hard. Then mervyn asked him, what style? 69? Then the rest of the stuff he said I've forgotten it.

Tomorrow is the day I'll be going to Genting. Bored. Kinda not looking forward to it since I'll be traveling at midnight. I heard some dirty rumors at Genting.
Tomorrow going for dim sum buffet with Kalin, Cindy and Jia Yi~

I went to lan shop after school today with Cheryl(TYLC).
And woot we had a darn great fun with L4D. It's my first time playing it today, and I got so addicted that I couldn't stop playing it for 2 hours straight.
I managed to get to the last stage but we couldn't complete it. Because there are too many zombies to handle. Maybe if Wen Cong comes to help us we can complete in just 30 minutes. :D

Today something really really big happened in class.
Idk what's wrong with Eng Han, he got angry, and used a fire extinguisher and hit on wen cong's head 3 times. Oh lord.
Luckily mervyn stopped him in time.
Seriously, matters that solved with violence isn't nice. I think he's seriously going to be expelled.

Why can't he just treasure his parent's hard earned money?

I did my part, now it's up to you.
I lowered down my pride to patch back.

I'm glad that there are tons of people giving me advices, and telling me where I was wrong so that I can change.

Thanks Nurul, Cheryl(TYLC) and Cheryl(GMSS) for your advices.
I really appreciate it.

You just had to rake up the past. NO matter what.

LOL, it's funny how it ends up like this.
You keep finding faults with different people, one by one.
I knew one day you're going to find some faults with me. Soon.

When are you going to tell me directly what's my faults are?
I asked you clearly whether did I do anything wrong last night.
You said no.
Then one day you said I'm worst then C. Come on.
Why are you even treating C like this anyway?
Apparently you're still having the grudge against her until now. If not you wouldn't say this.

At first it was C, K, N and now S.
Luckily K and N didn't mind. But I do.

When are you going to "cool down"?

Admiring someone from afar is just plain weird and difficult feeling for me.
I realized in the first place I shouldn't have confirmed my feelings without thinking seriously.
Right now, I think admiring afar is the best thing to do.

I'm just freaking damn immature.
Accepting the fact is all I can do now. But I'm not going to be depressed over this,

I'm just 15 years old, for god's sake.

My new glasses! Although it's plain, but I love it a lot. LOL.
But it's not much difference between my previous glasses. This just cost me 68 bucks. :D
Anyways, went to Jurong Point today. Bought my glasses, then went to Fish and Co to have dinner with my family.

Here's peektures~





My dad.

How's my siggie? This took me 1 hour to complete in photoshop.
Somehow it looks weird to me.

Ok, I'm just being too paranoid.
I had a good talk with Jasmine last night on the phone, and she told me a lot of facts about myself.
I need to love myself before I want people to love me.

Being paranoid and quiet isn't going to help much.
I need to change.

Ryan, you know I treat you as a very close friend. I basically tell you what's going on my life. Everything. You know I'm busy. I'm really sorry that I don't have enough time to spend with you. I'll try to make time for you. And I should stop fretting over minor issues. Plus, MIGRATE TO SINGAPORE SO THAT I CAN MEET YOU. HAHA. Hope you're fine over there in Israel.

Somehow, I feel like I'm non-existent in class.
Maybe I just don't blend in. (?)
I'm already trying my best to chat more trying not to be my usual shy, quiet self.

Conclusion:

Non-existent = Me

Did I do something wrong in class?
I don't remember I offend someone or anything.
Sigh, now I regretted leaving my previous school. Omg if this continues on, I think I'm just another Maria clone. -_-

Oh dear, Jasmine. What has happened to you?! Why are you being such a DBSK fanatic? I'd rather you be Gazette or YUI fan. D:
I keep thinking of him for the whole day. Oh dear. KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

It's been a long time since this feeling inside me rekindled..
It's been 2 years. (I think)

Although I know I have absolutely no chance, but I'm glad that I'm able to have this feeling again. I thought I'm weird, to have no admiration towards the opposite sex(I almost thought I'm les. LOL)
I realized that these things takes time, it can't be rushed.

I told Jasmine how I feel, and she knew it long ago before I knew how I myself knew this feeling. I think she can read my feelings like she's reading an open book. @_@

Anyways, today I went out with Jasmine, Nurul, Kelvin and Glynn. I rushed to Tampines to meet them. Went to Seoul Garden and eat. We had a great time there. Although I think we disturbed quite alot of the customers there with our blaring shouts and laughter. :D

After pigging out at seoul garden, we went to toys r us and fooled around, then went to wallet shop to buy my wallet. :D Love it.
Then soon after that we went home.

I know I have no chance, but I am really happy to have just admired you. Twice.
Jasmine said we have the husband and wife look. Omg I'm elated. :D

What on earth is happening to the teenagers in SG these days?

Went to school as usual and after school I went to Bugis with Cheryl and Jasmine. Went to watch Cloudy with a chance of meatballs. It was freaking hilarious. Originally, we wanted to watch the movie at 3pm. But the aunty at the cinema counter had to ruin it for us. She went to click on the wrong movie and we ended up watching 500 days of summer. I don't even know what kind of movie is that.

We decided to go back to the counter to change the tickets, and the aunty clicked on the wrong movie again. God. We had to watch the 5.20 slot. The movie was okay, but its not to my taste. There are some hilarious part though. Before the movie, Cheryl went to meet her boyfriend at Illuma.

And we somehow 'ditched' her and went ahead to comic connection to wait for her. LOL. After that, the atmosphere is really really awkward. We gave those couples a private time, then we went ahead to Otaku House.

We went to catch the movie then. We were late for 20 minutes, but who cares.
After the movie, Jasmine and I went to City Hall to buy my GLAY album. I wanted to buy Gazette's album at first, but there aren't any. I wanted to buy YUI's new single, but I have not enough cash and only limited to buy one. ):

I FINALLY BOUGHT MY COPY OF GLAY'S ALBUM!
Here's my album collections~


Click to enlarge.

Glay Album:


And the rest are my album collections. :D

YUI's Summer Song single and My Short Stories Album:


YUI's 'Again' single and Nightmare's The World Ruler Album:


YUI's I love Yesterday Album and her Can't Buy My Love album:


And lastly,

YUI's From Me To You Album:


What's left is YUI "It's all Too Much" single and Gazette's albums!
I have to make a list of albums to buy:


the GazettE:
Stacked Rubbish
Filth In The Beauty -Auditory Impression-
DIM

Nightmare:
Majestical Parade
the Last Show
REM_

YUI:
It's all Too Much

L'arc~En~Ciel:
KISS

I think I'm gonna be broke.

I *beep* hate my new hairstyle.

omg happy.
yui and gazette singles are released today. :D
gonna get my fair share of their singles whenever it reaches on HMV in singapore. today was pretty boring.
woke up at 6.45, got ready for school and reached school with cheryl at 8.50am.
school is freaking boring.
not to mention i have to send an essay or composition to miss lim, to see if i have the standards of taking the Os. man..
when home, and on aljunied mrt saw kelvin, yongqin and heng lee.
sayed hi and bye, but that darn yongqin had to add in that i was emo because i dressed all black.
-thumps down-
its my freaking uniform!

can't wait for friday. :D

Ok, today is just like any other day.
Except for the fact that we trained from

Tiong Bahru > Joo Koon > Aljunied

Trained with Cassandra and Cheryl(TYLC not GMSS). I think it took like around 45 minutes.
Then after that waited for Jasmine then we went to MAC to study.
God, I swear I've been going to MAC for like the second time this week. I have to stop going there.
Anyways, my blog is becoming dead. (It IS dead.)

Pictures~

The human version of cheeeken little.



LOL dumb looking Jasmine trying to strike a pose with my guitar. LOL


My mother and me at a restaurant. Took this photo on Sunday. :D


CHERYL! :D I took it when she aint looking. :D

Ohmybabe I'm really tired today.
Went to my lessons, and after school I went to shop around Tiong Bahru plaza with Cheryl(from TYLC, not GMSS - sorry I had to emphasize on this no matter what). OMG I found out that we have lots in common.

WE LOVE ARASHI
THIS SHOWS WE HAVE GOOD TASTE OK.

I went to Comic Connection to buy DBSK *cough* hero*cough* for jasmine that huachi, and after that I we went to DVD shop to shop for Cheryl's Hana Yori Dango's DVD. After that we went to Bugis.

OH MY GOD.

FUCKING LOTS OF GOOD LOOKING GUYS THERE. I'M IN HEAVEN.
I WILL SURVIVE~ I WILL SURVIVE~
*cough*

Ok. We went to Bugis Street to buy Cheryl's shirt, and then went to Dorothy Perkins to window shop. After that we went to Kinokuniya to window shop for some books.

Read through Gazette and Fools Mate magazines.
After that we browsed through some other books.
And hor,

When we wanted to go down the escalator from the Kinokuniya there,
*scream*
I saw one super super super super super super super supser super
freaking good looking guy. He wear tank top some more.
Got muscles.
Omg *faint* No words can describe how godly he is.

And on the way back to MRT. We went passs the machine thingy,
Cheryl saw one super hot guy(with freaking white skin) behind her.
he looks like Key from SHINee with his side view.
When I take a look at his front view, ok, not Key.

After that we went home.
(lousy way of ending a blog entry, i know)

There are times I really hate her, and there's times where I treat her as a very good friend.
But her irritating and annoying nagging attitude really pissed me off. A lot.

She would always nag at me to finish my food, clean up my house etc. Sometimes I can't help but think that she's getting more and more self conscious day by day. It's like, she is only thinking one thing - she, herself and her that is important.

I can't help but have this feeling that she expects us to listen to her, to do what she wants us to do. Come on, my life does not revolve around her. Although she can be good at times, but this side of her really gets on my nerves.

I once regretted being close to her, to the point of being best friends. I didn't notice she had this side of her. It is mild at first, but as the days goes by it became worst. Jasmine couldn't tolerate either.

She wouldn't listen to what people say. The other party would always having a hard time trying to get their message across. Talking to her is like talking to a 4 year old kid. I'd rather talk to my primary 3 cousin than talk to her.

Sometimes I wish she could change her ways. She thought our friendship would break without her, leading her behavior and attitude to become so conceited and self consciousness.

She taught me this fact -
Becoming close to people doesn't mean you have a good friendship.
It takes two hands to clap.
Friendship is about giving in and trust.
However, I gave in to you, but you didn't.
I couldn't help but think I'm your slave.

Congratulations, KL. You are officially the first one who managed to break my tolerance level.

oh praise the lord for his all mighty justice.
YUI finally has more votes then the manly Wonder Girls.
Omg yes yesy esyes yesyeseyesyesyesyesyesyssssssss. FINALLY.

YUI: 2467 votes
Wonder Girls: 2107 votes.

I thought YUI is going to lose at the end, but it turned out the other way around instead.
Oh bravo!!!!

VOTE FOR YUI ZEH ZEH!
And the sexy kings Arashi won over Super Junior. OMG WOOT.

Arashi: 5107
Super junior: 4702

oh my oh my oh my~~~~
GTG do my homework.

Adieu~