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The world blows in the wind

Even if the wet remains of rain are glistening

I’m still chasing a distant day’s shadow

We’ll only leave behind wonderful memories

In the changing seasons

I’m dreaming of you and can never return

But every time I remember, the pain echoes
Will the shadow that falls into black burn as bright as the shining sun?

You smiled

So I embraced you without speaking of eternity

So you wouldn’t fade away to some place I could never reach

evanescent
No matter how much time goes by my dream of you won’t end
the way to summer is shining so bright

•info•

My name is Shentel and I have a unique sense of humor which only some people can understand. I enjoy listening to songs, especially YUI's. I love the Japanese culture and I would like to study it. Enjoy your stay and welcome~
Links here:
シェイリ Jassie


Skinned and coded by sweeeeeeeet. No brushes, flowers, butterflies and humans were harmed in this creation.

Saturday, May 30, 2009, 2:10 AM

HOLY.
I decided to buy The Sims 3 in the later date.
Seriously, the price is so expensive.
Lucky Ran told me Sims 3 can *COUGH*.

Anyways, Probably next week I'm going to buy
YUI and NAITOMEA albums!
Woot woot! Can't wait! :D

Maple-ed the whole day yesterday. D:




Wednesday, May 27, 2009, 8:34 AM

Just a few more days to the release of the Sims 3. :D
WOOT.
Can't wait to buy it man.
Plus YUI and NIGHTMARE albums! HAHAHAH.
I realised I always have the tendency to caps.
LOL. And it's irritating. Hope I can change the habit soon.
Sigh, been mapling and rakion all these while,
and fixing Kal Online patching problems.

Sigh.
Been watching One Piece again.
I have to catch up a whole load of episodes man.
I'm still at ep 38 while the latest one is 438(?).
LOLOLOL.




Sunday, May 24, 2009, 12:42 PM

Today really moody day.
Went to Big Splash @ East Coast for the flea market from 10am to 4pm.
All I did was to attend customers, sit and stand, went to buy drinks
and most of the time was staring into space.
Argh.

After flea market, on the way to eat my dinner at Kallang Cineleisure,
I suddenly felt moody. Seriously don't feel like doing anything.
Fucking pms.
And I was thinking about what color to dye my hair.

Eventually, I decided to dye when I have the money,
for now its maple. LOL.
I am still feeling moody...

I feel like want to scold someone can -_-




Friday, May 22, 2009, 1:57 AM

Awww. Disappointed yesterday.
Kris Allen won the American Idol. But its ok..
I kinda expected Adam Lambert to win. But it turns out...

I like Adam Lambert's vocals more than Kris..
And also Lambert's version of "No Boundaries"
I think the lyrics is fine, there's nothing wrong with it.
I don't get why people criticise the lyrics is stupid or something.

If you don't like it, then don't listen to it.
Simple. Don't have to criticise it, right?
Anyways, I'm sure to buy Adam Lambert's and Kris Allen's album
when they are released in Singapore.

And.. I'M BACK TO PLAY MAPLE! LOLOLOLOL.
Kinda lost interest in Rakion. NO rooms, high ping and
my internet is unstable. Not suitable for Rakion.
Maple + The Sims 3. Can't wait to repair my laptop
so that I can play both. :D

Currently using my mom's laptop.. I don't like it.
It's in Vista and her graphic card doesn't support Sims 3.
Plus, I don't know why when I'm playing maple,
maple doesn't open in full screen but only appears in the centre.
I tried the right-click on desktop, personalize, then graphic options
then I clicked on the full screen(no border) option but it is still the same.

Anyone know how to make maple to full screen?
In fact it's not only maple. It's happening to all the games I installed on this laptop.
Sigh.

And I need to save up alot of money man!
I planned to buy

Majestical Parade - Nightmare

which costs like 50 SGD for the japan version, AND

Again - YUI

which I'm not sure about the price but I'm sure it is around 50 SGD.
And I'm going to HMV to buy which they placed the prices really expensive.
There's one time I went to HMV to buy YUI's "cant buy my love" album,
I saw the japan version and its like 72 bucks when I saw the price online,
its only around 50. Argh.
Rip off.

Instead I bought the Singapore version.
Sigh.

LOOKING FORWARD TO BUY THOSE ALBUMS!




Thursday, May 21, 2009, 5:23 AM

EY.
SO LONG NEVER UPDATE LE!
Sorry. Ok nothing much happened..
Got a flea market project to do this weekend. Argh.
Go east coast big splash support ya.

Been addicted to Love Game by Lady GaGa lately.
The song is HIGHLY addicting.
Listen one time addicted liao.

AND I STILL DONT GET WHY KRIS ALLEN WIN AMERICAN IDOL!
WHY NOT ADAM LAMBERT?
Sigh..
But Kris allen is not bad too.
I love the song No Boundaries, kris and adam lambert's version. :D:D

KUFUFUFUFUFU.




Friday, May 15, 2009, 7:33 AM

Woot, yoyo.
Played Rakion less today.
The urge to play Rakion wasn't strong like before.
I think I'm losing interest in Rakion soon. @_@

Sigh. Downloading Kal Online's patch now.
Super uber duper happy right now. Nightmare (Naitomea)'s new album is out!
Majestical Parade. Oh mai oh mai oh mai.
I LOVE almost all the song man! :D:D

wootwootwooot.
I don't like Yomi's hair in Melody's PV. His hair is similiar to Ruki's hair in LEECH,
but the curly hairstyle didn't suit him.
In 'Can you do it?' PV is much much much more better.
Hitsugi's hairstyle reverted to the blonde shade... ):
His orange dye was better. Sigh.

I realised I didn't talk much with my friends in msn after I startd to play Rakion.
Argh. Must catch up with them now.
D:

Jassie, don't think so much okay.




Thursday, May 14, 2009, 7:13 AM

Was supposed to go out with my aunt and Sally tomorrow for shopping.
I didn't felt like going, so it was cancelled.
There goes my chance to buy Rakion prepaid cards.

I doubt I can buy even if I go with them tomorrow, though.
Same thing happens anyways.
Boring day tomorrow again. D:
Sigh... Bored bored bored. I want Rakion Prepaid card man!

And probably won't be going out this Sunday too.
Seriously in depression mode.




Wednesday, May 13, 2009, 3:12 AM

HUHUHU.
Sorry for not updating daily.
Went for counseller's meeting today. I almost feel asleep. D:
Was surprised to see my brother studying for his MYE FOR ONCE.
He NEVER studied for his exams in the past, maybe he's starting to get mature..
LOL.

Sigh, I need money man. My earphones, I haven't find the money
to buy it yet.
To around it off its 200 bucks. Worth the price.
Good sound quality with bass, and most importantly is noise isolation.
Don't have to turn up the volume anymore. :D

OPERATION SAVE THE MONEY STARTS

























































As soon I feel like starting a part time job...




Monday, May 11, 2009, 1:45 AM

Add new blogsong. I realised I didn't add any music player for my blog. @_@
Ok Rakion-ing all day. Tried to quit but can't.
The temptation to play is just too hard to ignore..

Sigh, back to rakion-ing. Sorry for the short post. BYE :D




Friday, May 8, 2009, 2:30 PM

Sigh, I think i've been spending too much time on Rakion
already. And money.
Spending time and money on rakion, it doesn't even help
me a thing lor.

Skill still so noob. Sigh. Thinking of quitting it but
I see al the money I've spent on Rakion, I think it is a waste...
Just continue playing lor.

Sigh. http://kayrine.tk url is back.
Http://dot.tk have some problems previously and now it
has been fixed.

Hope my life gerts better...




Thursday, May 7, 2009, 4:51 AM

Idc. I'm sleeping early today. Been sleeping at dawn because of Rakion.
=_=
And now I can't get my cash. Sigh.
I've already smsed 40 bucks for Rakion. Tempted to do it again.
But scared that my bills go burst. Sigh.

I need cash. cash cash cash!
My nin is like so blardi weak that one hit from a warrior took
my blue and red bar away. GODDAMIT!! LOLOLOL.

Ok I NEED CASH.




Wednesday, May 6, 2009, 3:04 AM

Feeling really happy right now.
At first, I was really disappointed because, guys are friggin'
players.
And he was on my mind for I the whole night yesterday.
Went out with Jassie and she took my mind off him. :D
THANKS JASSIE! WOO. BEGGAR. LOL.

Then someone told me something. I've always thought people
think that I'm retarded or irritating...
Then, that one sentence, cheered me up. :)




Sunday, May 3, 2009, 11:47 AM

Sigh, today woke up pretty moody, and I woke up at 4pm.
Actually, I woke up ages ago but I'm lazy to get off the bed,
so I slacked and fell asleep until 4pm.

Sigh.

My laziness is getting into me and I have to get rid of it quick.
I was browsing through my past year blog entries and my 12-year-old
blog just now.
It made me think:

Am I such a idiot back then?

Holy. I was a friggin idiot when I was primary 6, and yet I didn't notice it.
Oh god, I was laughing away just now. I can't believe I really acted out like
a super idiot when I was 12. Sigh.

Memories.

Tons of things happened and it landed me on this state,
no education, spending time on the laptop everyday, and
with the future so bleak.
I can't seem to see the future anymore.

The sight has faded.
Wrong, stubborn decisions have landed me
into this state. I hope I can change the past, but it seems
so hard.




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