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The world blows in the wind

Even if the wet remains of rain are glistening

I’m still chasing a distant day’s shadow

 We’ll only leave behind wonderful memories

In the changing seasons

I’m dreaming of you and can never return

But every time I remember, the pain echoes		 Will the shadow that falls into black burn as bright as the shining sun?

You smiled

So I embraced you without speaking of eternity

So you wouldn’t fade away to some place I could never reach

evanescent
No matter how much time goes by my dream of you won’t end
the way to summer is shining so bright

•info•

My name is Shentel and I have a unique sense of humor which only some people can understand. I enjoy listening to songs, especially YUI's. I love the Japanese culture and I would like to study it. Enjoy your stay and welcome~
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シェイリ Jassie


Skinned and coded by sweeeeeeeet. No brushes, flowers, butterflies and humans were harmed in this creation.
Saturday, January 31, 2009, 12:44 AM

Heyheyhey.
I realised now that friends befriend others for benefits. There are not such things as true friends. Sigh. This is horrendous. I hate this. Sigh.
I didnt attend school for 3 days. And Friend R was angry at me. Because I promised her to give her chewing gums from Genting. But I didn't attend school, how the heck would I give her the chewing gums?! Ohmyfrikkin buddha.
Then I'll have a chat with her on Monday. I really dont understand her. Sigh. She's really hard to please.
Not to mention my brother too. He's just a friggin irritating brother which have to open his mouth to insult me if not he would die in misery.

Oh dear lord, I'm addicted to Glamourous Sky by Mika Nakashima song. Can't keep listening to it. Gah. You guys can stay in my blog to listen it over and over. Lol. Don't forget to tag.
Then talked to Leon today. It's been ages since I talked to him. He's been busy with school it seems.
Anyways, Mapleindex party starting tomorrow at 2am for peepos in Singapore. Everyone is invited to come!

Life sucks and is unfair. End of discussion.




Friday, January 30, 2009, 7:28 AM

Okay, finally got my blogskin working. This time I don't know why I choose this. @_@
Anyways, Blogskin done! Added song also. This time you guys can't click on pause.
Muahahah. I made the music player smaller, so you couldn't click on the pause button.
But you can mute your speakers. Hahaha. But trust me, the song is nice.
The song title is: Glamorous Sky
Artist: Mika Nakashima

And this song is composed by HYDE and Mika! :D
Ok, stop babblering about my blog for now. The real post starts here.

I hate my life now. I feel like just stopping everything in place. I want to go back to the time where
I'm just a lil kid, with no responsibilities or whatever. So carefree.
My old bad habit appeared again. I didn't go back to school for 3 days. Somehow,
I suddenly felt that everything I had, I don't deserve it.
My complete family, my trusted friends.. And more.
I really don't deserve them. I'm just a little stupid and immature kid who stops halfway
in whatever she do.

I realised I've started to become a cyborg. Half human and half machine.
I have started to become cold. In my heart. There's nothing that could stop me.
I usually cries easily the last time, but right now, I cried little. I couldn't feel the sadness
and even happiness in my heart. Everything feels so dull..

Maybe this is better. I wouldn't have to cry anymore.


I'm enjoying every bit of suffers and sadness; since I've no heart.

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