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The world blows in the wind

Even if the wet remains of rain are glistening

I’m still chasing a distant day’s shadow

 We’ll only leave behind wonderful memories

In the changing seasons

I’m dreaming of you and can never return

But every time I remember, the pain echoes		 Will the shadow that falls into black burn as bright as the shining sun?

You smiled

So I embraced you without speaking of eternity

So you wouldn’t fade away to some place I could never reach

evanescent
No matter how much time goes by my dream of you won’t end
the way to summer is shining so bright

•info•

My name is Shentel and I have a unique sense of humor which only some people can understand. I enjoy listening to songs, especially YUI's. I love the Japanese culture and I would like to study it. Enjoy your stay and welcome~
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シェイリ Jassie


Skinned and coded by sweeeeeeeet. No brushes, flowers, butterflies and humans were harmed in this creation.
Sunday, May 3, 2009, 11:47 AM

Sigh, today woke up pretty moody, and I woke up at 4pm.
Actually, I woke up ages ago but I'm lazy to get off the bed,
so I slacked and fell asleep until 4pm.

Sigh.

My laziness is getting into me and I have to get rid of it quick.
I was browsing through my past year blog entries and my 12-year-old
blog just now.
It made me think:

Am I such a idiot back then?

Holy. I was a friggin idiot when I was primary 6, and yet I didn't notice it.
Oh god, I was laughing away just now. I can't believe I really acted out like
a super idiot when I was 12. Sigh.

Memories.

Tons of things happened and it landed me on this state,
no education, spending time on the laptop everyday, and
with the future so bleak.
I can't seem to see the future anymore.

The sight has faded.
Wrong, stubborn decisions have landed me
into this state. I hope I can change the past, but it seems
so hard.

•tagboard•
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