Sigh, last night I recieved a shocking news from my mother.
She decided to let me take the O level examinations as a private candidate.
I was okay with it, but I'm worried that I can't catch up.

As you see, I left last year, and I wasted 9 months, without studying.
I'll be testing 5 subjects in the examination...

English
Maths
Combined - Chem+Phys
History
Chinese B+ AND Chinese

I'm worried that I can't catch up with all of the subjects..
I've forgotten all of the basics and I have to start from secondary 1 standards.
Will I be able to finish? I decided to offically start mugging like a crazy person
tomorrow.

In the late afternoon I will be going to popular with my mom... Buy my
assessment books and necessary textbooks..
I'm really scared, that I won't be able to pass, or I'll not be able to
mug the required topics for the exam...

I don't want to experience failure... Sigh.
Hope with Keith's ah gong help and my tuition teacher, I will be able to
pass...
I don't understand my parents. Some online people have good intentions,
while some don't. Can't they see that I'm experienced enough to handle
my relationships online?

Keith is a really good friend and he helps me through the period where I
left school. Or rather, quit school.
He always try to knock some sense into me during that time..
Even though he's just an online friend.. Even until now,
he's still trying to persuade me into going back to a normal school...
But I didn't want to.. He accepted my decision, and even helped me with it.
He even provided me with tons information about the O levels,
since he took it last year... He will even teach me through online,
when I have problems with my studies..

So don't worry about me meeting him, I will never meet anyone,
through online.

Beauty School option is out. My mom was afraid that it is a scam.
But it's recognized by the government, isn't it? But well, I've already thrown
that option away. The only option for me now is to go for the O levels, as
a private candidate.

I know people will look down on me, but it's their problem, not mine.
It's my life, not theirs. Why should I let them control my future?
As long I the job is decent, and I can provide for myself, or probably my family, it's fine.
I don't care how low the pay is.

I'm just sick and tired of people criticizing me how low this is.
Can't they just bother their own business? I don't need their
criticisms or their complaints.

Just stick to your own shoes, fuggers.

Many thanks;

Jasmine:
I sincerely thank you for all the help, concerns and the tears you've shed for me.
You truly cares for your friends, I know it. Even though we are not close like
before, I still hope we can maintain like the way we are now..

Cheryl:
Thank you for your humor and help. You've always cheered me up, whenever
I'm down.. Stay cute ar!

My beloved SuperMushroom, Jassie!:
I really thank you from the bottom of my heart. I made the correct
decision talking to you on msn, that day, which started us being closer
as friends. Move on, Edward isn't the only guy in the world. :)
I loved those times when we went out together. You always joke,
*cough* about that mushroom hairstyle yellow shirt guy *cough*,
although I think we're pretty rude to him, but I still can't hold in my
laughter. HAHAHA. Check out my new hubby - Matsuyama Kenichi!
LOL. Ohmygee he's hot can. LMAO.
Obviously my fangirl mode has relapse again.

Drake:
Even though we quarreled a few weeks ago, and still not talked to each other,
I hope you're reading this. I've never experienced what you've experienced before,
so I don't understand what you're feeling. Please understand. I'm trying to give
you advices from what I think is correct. Don't look so down anymore.
The world isn't that horrible. :)

And lastly, Keith old man:
I dont know whether you bothered to come to my blog to read this. -_-
However, I still want to type this out because I have too much time in my
hands. You rock la! Even though you look young, but you're old mentally. LOL.
Still haven't jio until Wuyue, huh. -_- Typical of you. LOL. Ok, I shall stop
suan-ing you now.
Thanks for all the sense you've knocked into my head last night.
And thank you for all those help you've given me. Stop being so dull. -_-
Add some colors into your personality, will ya?!
YUI YOSHIOKA > LEE JOO YEON
She's 1000x more cuter than her!

FANBOY! :D

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That's all for those mushy declarations. :D
Why am I typing like I'm dying, man. ._.
Suddenly I feel so touchy. LOL.