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The world blows in the wind

Even if the wet remains of rain are glistening

I’m still chasing a distant day’s shadow

 We’ll only leave behind wonderful memories

In the changing seasons

I’m dreaming of you and can never return

But every time I remember, the pain echoes		 Will the shadow that falls into black burn as bright as the shining sun?

You smiled

So I embraced you without speaking of eternity

So you wouldn’t fade away to some place I could never reach

evanescent
No matter how much time goes by my dream of you won’t end
the way to summer is shining so bright

•info•

My name is Shentel and I have a unique sense of humor which only some people can understand. I enjoy listening to songs, especially YUI's. I love the Japanese culture and I would like to study it. Enjoy your stay and welcome~
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シェイリ Jassie


Skinned and coded by sweeeeeeeet. No brushes, flowers, butterflies and humans were harmed in this creation.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009, 11:09 AM

Everything is so facking screwed up.
Seriously. I thought life was easy.
Apparently it doesn't go the way I want.
Sigh.

Downloading jap variety videos right now. Super addicted. So hilarious okay! :D
And I'm pondering about how to tell my parents about the school thingy.
Of course, my mom is not supportive of it. Sigh. I'm just useless.

Sigh. I don't know why and how I've become like this. Maybe it's just what I deserve?
I feel like a super baka. Having to make all those silly mistakes in the past.
When will I grow up? Be matured? Be able to think for myself?

Soon, I think, I'm going to become a NEET. Just doing the same daily things everyday seriously bores my life out. I'm like having no social life ok. -.- Except for chatting like a utter insane girl in msn with my msn peepos.

Learning my mistakes isn't enough. I have to change it.
Sigh... When will this insanity end? HAR. WHEN?!

AND WHEN WILL MY FANGIRL-ING MODE STOP? I have enough of this!
ADFJ;SFDF

Warai. Warai. warai.
for now i know i cant smile properly anymore.
everything is just feiku.

the future has turned grotesque.

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