Okay, finally got my blogskin working. This time I don't know why I choose this. @_@
Anyways, Blogskin done! Added song also. This time you guys can't click on pause.
Muahahah. I made the music player smaller, so you couldn't click on the pause button.
But you can mute your speakers. Hahaha. But trust me, the song is nice.
The song title is: Glamorous Sky
Artist: Mika Nakashima

And this song is composed by HYDE and Mika! :D
Ok, stop babblering about my blog for now. The real post starts here.

I hate my life now. I feel like just stopping everything in place. I want to go back to the time where
I'm just a lil kid, with no responsibilities or whatever. So carefree.
My old bad habit appeared again. I didn't go back to school for 3 days. Somehow,
I suddenly felt that everything I had, I don't deserve it.
My complete family, my trusted friends.. And more.
I really don't deserve them. I'm just a little stupid and immature kid who stops halfway
in whatever she do.

I realised I've started to become a cyborg. Half human and half machine.
I have started to become cold. In my heart. There's nothing that could stop me.
I usually cries easily the last time, but right now, I cried little. I couldn't feel the sadness
and even happiness in my heart. Everything feels so dull..

Maybe this is better. I wouldn't have to cry anymore.


I'm enjoying every bit of suffers and sadness; since I've no heart.